My B B

Ladies & gentlemen,
I present u..... MY 'B'..

This Kiss

I don't want another heartbreak
I don't need another turn to cry
I don't want to learn the hard way
Baby hello, oh no, goodbye
But you got me like a rocket
Shooting straight across the sky...

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this--
It's centrifugal motion
It's perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment
It's impossible
This kiss, this kiss
(Unstoppable)
This kiss, this kiss

Cinderella said to snow white
How does love get so off course?
All I wanted was a white knight
With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse.
Ride me off into the sunset
Baby, I'm forever yours

You can kiss me in the moonlight
On the rooftop under the sky
You can kiss me with the windows open
While the rain comes pouring inside
Kiss me in sweet slow motion
Let's let every thing slide
You got me floating, you got me flying

My Swimming Party (at home)

My baby is really a water boy.. he LOVES shower, so as we find its about time for him to start swimming, we start it with his little pool!..

Shoe - My Obsession

Ever since I have my little precious... I discover a new PASSION..that is SHOE..!! Not mine but my son's!
Here are some of my son son's shoe collection:

Mom - A dedication

Wow.. this is my 1st year of celebrating mother's day as a mother!!I'm happy..I've got a new hp as a gift from my husband. But the truth is all i wanted is to spend this day with my son son..maybe in secret recipe to share a piece of nice cake. And I only have one wish..'may my little precious be healthy always'

This is not another lame write up for Mother's Day Celebration. Although this special day is just around the corner.

I'm putting this up to remind myself what a total failure i am as a daughter.Again this year I've fail to provide what my mum wanted the most.. a place call home.Its been my no.1 dream and focus for the past few years and yet this another year of empty promises.

She mentioned about wanting a massage chair 2 years ago as one of her fren got it as a mother's day present..I told myself then that i'll try to get one for her this year..but again i can't even afford the head rest!!

I praying hard that by this time next year i won't be writing this again..As by then i'm sure i'll be busy help her packing to our new house.!

As

Have I Told U Lately, Son..?

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

For the morning sun and all it's glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort, too
You fill my heart with laughter
Somehow, you make it better
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's yours and it's mine
Like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's yours and it's mine
Like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

Take away my sadness, fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

Take away my sadness, fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

7 months has passed us by

My baby is 7 months old today, also means that i've been a proud mother for 7 months.
its been an emotional roller coasters. Not that i'm sad at times but I have the feeling of worries for my baby all the times. Its been the most challenging time of my life.

7 months is not a long period..not short either. I remember the 1st 1-2 months was the toughest. i held on to my baby basically alone...trying to fine tune my little child's need & preference..After that, all i can note down was every single of his smile, each of his speech and all the mobility improvement everyday. Its Beautiful..watching him growing up.Anyway this is what I wanted in the beginning.. watching him grow. I want to be the 1st to see him smile, to be around when he needs someone..

I stay as a full time mother for 5 months before started to work again, getting back to work isn't easy at all. I miss my sweetie every single moment, wondering what's happening & what's he's doing..somehow i can't kick off the attachment from him.I really have to thanks my beloved mother who willingly gave up her easy job and take him over, she is the best person to take my place when i'm not around, in fact she's even better.She and my dad love him more than anything on earth. I should be considered Blessed.But..I still look at my mobile phone (with his picture) every now & then..even in a conversation with clients..my mind is still with him.

Now, what i appreciate the most was every evening when i reach home, i see that smile.. the sweet little smile that i long for each day. The very same smile that assure me everytime that everything is going to be ok and every fight is worth it as long as he's there for me..and i know he will.