Friday, June 22, 2007

Sunshine

I loved this song since my yuppie days(like 6-8 years ago)...then i knew i'm going to dedicate this song to my baby. I almost forgotten about it until lately i heard it on the radio. He's very much my sunshine. Now i understand why Gabrielle(single mother) dedicate this song to her son.



Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfill my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me

Sunshine (oh yeah)
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star

(Sunshine) Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel I'm on top of the world
Telling me that I'll go far
Sunshine
My star, my star..


By Gabrielle

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

My Everything

Lately I come across this song by michael buble.. love at the 1st sight!! Just like how I love my precious boy!




You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La,

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Our 1st Holiday!



We just brought our precious son to his 1st holiday with the Kong Kong, Po Po, Yeyema, Yeyekong & Mun ye!!

Its Kong Kong & Po Po wedding anniversary therefore My sis & I plan to bring my son son out to a COLD place.. - Genting! Too bad 3rd yeye & kuku cannot follow!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Times Fly



Last Friday, my dad sent me to work with my son son in the car..he wave me goodbye and give me a big wet kiss before i take off. He have a kinda look on his chubby little face.. not smilling, not sad either. Vey hard for me to describe.. but that look on him make my heart sank.. make me feel that i don't wanna be apart from him that moment on. As my dad drove off.., I weep a little .. I miss him already.

Then I started to worry.. Worry that time fly pass me. That I would have miss all the precious time him. I always wanted to see my son grow. See every single improvement in him.Be there 24/7 to keep him warm, to keep him happy , to keep him safe.I don't want to regret in the future that I have traded all this with Money.

It seems in a blink of eye my little boy has grown up. He undertands what we tells him, he can wave bye, he can clap whenever he did something exciting or proud. He also rebel a lot lately towards whatever not in his favor.

Sometimes I pray to God that give me more time, bless me with financial stability. I'm building a castle for my Prince. I need more blessing.

Son son is 8 months old now, learning to crawl soon he'll learn to walk. Some people ask me when am I going to stop nursing him. Well, from the bottom from my heart.. I wanted to nurse him forever!!! There's a closeness between us that no one else can have whenever i'm nursing him. He's gentle, he hold me close, he call me Mama, he rub my belly. I cherish every single moment we spend together. So, fren.. no i'm not weaning him so fast, as long as he still wants me..or at least another 1/2 a year.